It's been a tough time for the last couple of years... let me see if I can bring things up to speed...
First of all I want to speak about the blessings in my life. My husband, Less, is the most amazing man in the world and I will continue to pray for him in his walk with Christ. He works so hard to provide for our family, and loves his boys with a passion. He has grown from a broken spirit into a man of fullness and growing more complete by the day. He infuriates me at times, with many childish ways, or with some humorous stuff... But it makes me fall in love with him more too. We fight, but we forgive. And that's the most important thing in our relationship, love and forgiveness...
See, in our first year of marriage, 2014, Less cheated on me. Not physically, but emotionally and it began to destroy our marriage. Why? Because I didn't forgive him. I was hurt and mad about it, I was entirely upset to the point of planning out the day I would leave him... but then, God reminded me of something...
In my life, I had cheated on God. But He still loves me, and has forgiven me, so why couldn't I forgive my husband? How was my cheating on God any different than Less' cheating on me? So I forgive him after more than a year of being bitter and angry... I realized that when I forgive him, I was freed from that bitterness... the anger no longer lingered.
Then we found out I was pregnant again! I had a beautiful baby boy, named Elijah who was not planned, but loves just the same. He was born May 13, 2015 at 10:59pm. And by a doc I had not met up till that point... Dr. Eldor. He was amazing! Very nice and friendly, if I'm ever prego again I May just go with him.
Well, Gabriel, my oldest who is now 22 months old, is growing quickly! He doesn't talk much yet, but jibbers, and signs. He's a big flirt though! Lol! My cutie is also looking like his daddy each and every day!
Elijah is now 7 months old... And growing up quickly. He is learning to crawl! So nice... can't wait till he's old enough to play with his brother... Elijah already adores his brother, and Gabriel is learning to help out.
Those are the blessings in my life... now for the tough stuff...
My parents have been having a difficult time... My sister has chosen to remove herself and her kids from their lives... It's been hard, but the good thing that's come out of this is that I've begun growing closer to my parents, they've been growing closer to each other and to God. I'm happy my parents are trusting God in this hard time...
I'm struggling with my thyroid. It is bad and it is affecting my whole life. I struggle to make it thru the day, and to deal with my boys... But God is my strength, and Less helps out when he gets home from work...
Less is a wonderful husband and father. And I'm blessed he's all mine! We are hoping to renew our vows in April, April 1st is our anniversary lol... Yep at 2:00pm April 1, 2014 we were officially married by the JP.
Anyway, that's about all... I'm tired and I wish you all a Merry CHRISTmas...
